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MANDEROOB
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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Canton
Gender: Female
Interests: Christ. Friends,family, running, the outdoors,art(painting),music, movies, books and hugging people.
Expertise: Sleeping and being very affectionate. I am very good at over analizing things, and taking things to heart. Being loyal.
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  Manderoob@aol.com
Member Since:
1/11/2005
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| Okay it has been a while, I'm sorry, but my life is boring. Nothing is new, I'm happy. I am blessed with a wonderful family, many friends, good jobs, a great home, things just seem right lately. Except for the man sitaution, still don't have one, and I am not sure I want one, but then again that changes everyday. I am really content, God is good to me and I can't ask for anything more! | | |
| So something that has been bugging me for a couple of days. My friends mom found out she has breast cancer, and it re-opened my issues with my mom and cancer. So last night I had a dream that I had ovarian cancer, it seemed so real. It keeps on playing in me head, I am just a litlle creeped out this morning. God bless! | | |
| So I should be cleaning, but I am too lazy. I am hoping when I clean out the closet in my spare bedroom I will find my paperback books, I hope I didn't give all my Stephen King books away, especially IT, I would like to read that again. But as I already said, I am to lazy to clean today. I feel little out of funk. Sortof bored too. | | |
| I got sleep last night and I feel great. I am feeling pretty productive today. I already went running, in the fricken hot weather, and I am going to go grocery shopping soon, then clean my apartment. I don't even care if I don't go out tonight. Just hanging out with friends and watching a movie sounds good.
I've been thinking, I need a change.
I love this song!
"Best Of You"
I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
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| Okay with the the last entry about "crazy drunk friend", I still haven't talked to her, I am letting my self cool down so I don't say anythting that I will regret. Had a pretty boring weekend but a pretty great week. My brother and neice came into town, that was fun. Lot of good food and lot of laughs with the family.
I am only working 1 night at Outback, yeah. Thats pretty much it. Love you all and God bless. | | |
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